i just saw this.. i just did... i can't believe it... i really feel sick to my stomach. why did i have to look outside my fucking bubble and see what is really going on in sectarian paradise. every time, every single time i feel the same wave of shock and hopelessness, when none of this is surprising and none of it is new. this time feels so much worse though. this time it was an ambush. a fucking ambush in broad daylight. brings back an awfully uncomfortable feeling of deja vu. i don't know what's gonna happen next, what kind of composure will ex-warlord leaders and their hords of supporters have to maintain in order for this not to degenerate into the all too familiar territory of civil war. i don't know. all i know is i have a pressing need to get back inside my bubble and hide from life and this beautiful world for as long as i can.